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Sept. 26, 2013

Trouble making the change: my transgender experience

Rachel McKinnon, Faculty of Arts, writing in Conversation Canada
Transition town: changing gender can be more difficult than it should be.

Transition town: changing gender can be more difficult than it should be.

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Transgender people face many barriers when seeking medical treatment to help with their transitions. The most common, and arguably most damaging, is the 鈥済atekeeper鈥 model of health-care, where doctors and health-care professionals first assess patients to determine whether they meet particular criteria before they can undergo treatments.

For trans people, this typically involves a psychologist or psychiatrist, as trans people still often require an official diagnosis of Gender Dysphoria (what used to be called Gender Identity Disorder). And this often requires convincing a psychologist that you 鈥渞eally are鈥 trans, and deserve medical treatment such as hormone therapy.

But in too many cases, trans men and women find they are their doctors鈥 first trans patient. And power is vested in medical professionals who aren鈥檛 experienced enough or who may have very problematic and biased views about people in their care. The power differential is so strong that the ability for abuse is always there, and I know many people who have suffered because of this.

The medical profession wants to see 鈥榩roof鈥 of being trans.

The medical profession wants to see 鈥榩roof鈥 of being trans.

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Some therapists turn away people because they鈥檙e 鈥渘ot trans enough鈥 or aren鈥檛 wearing stereotypical clothing for the person鈥檚 expressed gender.

It creates an atmosphere where trust is impossible. Often the trans patient suffers anxiety over saying something that will result in the gatekeeper denying access to treatment.

The waiting game

In my own experience, while studying for my PhD in Ontario, Canada, there was a three-year waiting list for the only doctor in the area that had experience in treating trans patients. There was also an eight-month wait to see an endocrinologist (who deals with hormones and their effects) with trans experience (in a city an hour drive away). The long wait times are due to a shortage of doctors with the relevant experience, or of doctors willing to take on trans patients. Thankfully, one doctor at my university鈥檚 health clinic was willing to take me on.

The problem, of course, was that I was her first trans patient. Many doctors at this point would simply refuse to learn something new - for example the聽聽for dealing with trans patients, including using the right (inoffensive) terminology - and would try to send the patient to someone with more experience. We tried this, but the waiting times were extremely long and I felt I had no choice if my transition was going to progress any faster than a snail鈥檚 pace.

As a philosopher, one of the topics I sometimes teach is professional and medical ethics. This includes central issues in doctor-patient relationships such as trust; and duties such as beneficence - balancing the benefits of treatment against risk - and, most importantly here,聽聽- a doctor鈥檚 duty not to do harm.

It might seem on the outside like just another wait, but delaying transition when someone has given informed consent can cause real harm. By the time a trans patient has decided to seek help, they鈥檝e made their decision. Continuing to live their life in a gender they don鈥檛 identify with causes harm. While I avoid talk of 鈥渢rapped in the wrong body鈥, sometimes it can feel that way. Gender permeates our societies and colours our daily interactions with each other and the world.

In a US survey of more than 7000 trans people, 19% reported being refused medical care because of their gender-nonconforming status. Trans suicide statistics are even more daunting:聽聽in the same survey said they had attempted suicide at least once. From anecdotal data, one common reason is a lack of access to adequate, supportive health-care to aid in their transitions. I鈥檓 grateful not to be included in this statistic.

Having a graduate education and access to journals gave me the means to become an expert in trans health-care on my own. It meant that I was the one who was essentially advising my doctor on handling the relationship in the right way. Not everyone can do this.

Overall my doctor was willing to work with me. But we would often butt heads as she was more cautious than me (and more cautious than the protocols). Often, I felt she wanted to place her comfort level above my health needs. Again, information was power and gave me much more control over my care - a control most patients simply don鈥檛 have. For example, I was able to argue about the importance of informed consent (which I had provided) and her duty to reduce harm. I was also able to justify opting out of some examinations I considered unnecessary and invasive.

In a sense, my level of control was unfair because I was treated differently. The same quality of treatment (and level of trust and respect) should be afforded to all patients. But the gatekeeper model often stops this from happening.

Playing the game

Truth be told, I only attended therapy as a way of getting the requisite diagnosis to access care. Because of my background, I was also able to edit my psychologist鈥檚 diagnosis letter. I was able to remove some offensive language, and to craft how the letter represented me before it was finalised. He showed me a copy, and allowed me to edit it with him and accepted all of my suggestions.

Two issues in the gatekeeper model cannot be understated. Health-care professionals need to be better informed about trans issues and better acquainted with their professional duties - personal opinions and comfort levels shouldn鈥檛 come into it.

Creating barriers between trans people and adequate health-care is rampant and unfair. And the gatekeeper model undermines the trust necessary in healthy doctor-patient relationships. Instead, it creates an adversarial relationship where the patient is constantly worried that they have to 鈥減rove鈥 themselves. Things are slowly improving and I hope the trend continues, but if we鈥檙e to tackle some of the issues uncovered by the shocking survey then we need to address treatment as well as stigma.